done! done! done!

my final exam had done !
wwwoooooooottttt ! wwwooooooootttttttt !!!
time to enjoy !
but only for this month la..
ahaha.. why ?
bcoz i'm going to find a work..
buhbye !
;)

iloveyousomuch,b !
<3

done !

mirul punye

lya punye

everything is over !
damn it la !
aku bnci gyler ble jd canie !
da r ngn final ag..
kalo paper sng xpe gak..
ni x.. paper yg core jgak jd canie...
argh !!
blah je la sng b !
syg x ske la ble b wat prangai canie tw x !!
tlg la.. sye da pnat nk lyan awk...
sy da xtw nk wat caner ag utk slmt kn relationship kte..
awk dgn cre awk yg x tentu..
sye sniri da xfhm..
sye pnat sgt oke ?
now plz, leave...
assalamualaikum..

p/s:lya hrap mir pk la blik.. sbb lya mmg xtw ape jln ag utk save kn relationship kte..

math oh math..

wwwwaaaaaarrrrrggggghhhhhhhh !!!!
asl sln cm ssah je..
sedeyh la canie...
blaja, blaja dah..
hmm... tp sme jgak..
haih... tawakal je la..
mnx2 la sir bley tlg lulus kan..
x larat la nk amek math ag...
xde pntg sgt pn calculus tu bagai dlm account..
huhuhuhu.... tkat kire2 tkan kakleter pn bley..
huhh... penat la...

masok wad ?

waa !! sedeyh! sedeyh!
act, bnde ni bkn la jd td..
tp hri jumat ari tu..
hri khamis mlm tu tbe2 je bdn pnas x tntu psl..
so that lya tdo jela sbb da tbe2 jd cmtu..
astu kple pn naek pening...
huhhh.. mmg xle jd la.. trus je bongkak...
*smbil tu msg la ngn b*
tgh dok lyn mate tu, bley plak b mrah sbb x mnd byk kli..
hmm... da r org tgh skit..
astu mrah ag..
x kcian kn org lgsg..
sedeyh je.. da r jrg msg.. :(
astu xpe la..
ble da g kinik (dgn amal)
doktor tu dgn penuh perasaan bgge nye dye ckp...
"sye akn thn awk dlm wad dlu utk msok kn air sbb bdn awk kurg air"
hm.. 1st thing on my mind...
'kne cucuk! haduh... sakit la plak..'
and yes! mmg skit! serezly xnk cri penyakit da !!
nnt syg dgr ckp b je ey b ey??
hee... mmuaaaahhh !!
syg awk tw ??!!

#0

mir.. np mir wat lya canie ?
ape slh lya kt mir ?
kalo btol lya xde wat slh pape kt mir, np mir mcm xnk lyn lya ?
lya xtw ble nk gtw sume ni kt mir..
tp lya rse, lya ptot gtw kt mir kt cni je..

1st, lya nk mir tw yg lya syg kn mir sjak hri prtme lya trime
2nd, lya nk mir tw yg lya x pnah curang ngn mir.. lya kwn ngn lki sbb lya nk tw sme ade mir btol2 syg lya ke x.. tu je..
3rd, w/pon lya mrah mir, lya nk mir tw yg lya cme nk mnje ngn mir.. lya rndu nk ade ngn mir.. lya rndu sgt..
4th, kalo bley mmg lya nk dok ngn mir je.. lya xnk jaoh ngn mir w/pon skjap..
5th, lya terlalu syg kn mir.. lya xde org len slaen mir.. jujur lya ckp, nme mir da ade dlm hti lya.. lya xdpt buang mir dlm lya..

LYA SAYANG KAN MIR..

lya mnx maaf sgt kalo lya sllu wat mir skt hti.. jujur lya ckp, lya xde niat nk wt cmtu.. lya cme nk mir lyn krenah lya.. tp lya xsangke ape yg lya wt kt mir, akn jd canie.. lya xnk bnde ni jd.. lya cme nk mir ade ngn lya.. lya rndu kn wktu dlu.. lya syg kan mir..
sayang sangat..

ikhlas,
lya :|

p/s: i love you, i miss you, i need you, always love you

lya hrap mir akn ingt lya caner lya ingt kn mir sjak hri ptme lya tgk mir..

dalam class??

woootttt! wooottt!
yyyeeaaahhhaaaa !!
hahahah
act, i dlm class rite now..
my classmate tgh wat presentation..
ehehe.. mmg best la kn.. ;P
dorg present psl NARUTO...
best la jgak..
sbb i dlu lyan je cte tu..
k la.
bye bye!

love, lya

benci

eee... geram nye..
knpe? huhh..
smlm da r bru uitm dr kl..
astu dpt plak msg da atiq..
siap tye ade kete sewe ke x..
annoying x?
huhh... da r tu..
ingt kn nk soh amek dye kt alor gajah..
rpe nye, soh amek kt seremban!!
gyler x??
eeeeiiiiiii !!!
tmbah plak, ble tye dye..
dye ckp atul yg soh amek atiq kt seremban!!!
sundal nye MAZATUL FAIZIEANA BINTI RAHMAN !!
sumpah aku benci dye!!
asl dye x soh BAPAK dye amek atiq tu kt seremban kalo da nk sgt atiq join jamuan level??
bangsat la ko ni tw x ??
da r x reti appreaciate org! bongok! aku xde kwn cm ko!
smpy mati pn aku akn ingt !
ssssiiiiaaaaaalllllllllaaaaaaaannnnnnn !!!

i'm home! yeay! what? yes! in KL!
haha.. mmg best la..
bru je mggu lpas blik, then this week pn blik..
act, terpakse blik coz nia ajk dtg open house..
bkn de niat pn nk blik sbnr nye.. huhu..
and da lme sgt x jmpe dye.. :)
so, nk di jd kn cte...
i ajk la kwn lme i, zulfareq, 4low skli..
dye kate ok je..
but, td tye dye x jwb pape pn..
hmm..
xpe la yg tu.. sbb dye pn x cmfirm ag..
tp ntah la.. sbb dye yg nk jmpe i..
huhuhu.. bese la.. kwn lme yg i sniri x ingt..
ahaha... but at least dye tw yg i x ingt sgt..
huhuhuhu.... :)
then, yg plg surprise...
tgh hri td, pas hbs klas bel260..
b call.. then dye ckp nk dtg kl..
mmg gyler la kn..
wktu ble plak nk jmpe..
then.. ble da plan blik, dye akn 4low i g uma nia..
so, nk xnk kne la bwak..
nia pn da ajk... huhuhu...
but, till now i x tw nk gtw kt mama caner..
coz things just happen to fast..
hadey~ caner ni.. kusut nye...
hopefuly, there's nothing happen..
i xnk keruh kn keadaan..

love, lya

p/s: i love you, b !

appreciate la !!

1st, not about b n me..
its about someone that i called 'frends' in uitm..
okay, things happen early in the morning.
before pegi Farm Best utk MGT153..
ble sume tgh siap kan, mnx la tlg budak ni n i call her D..
bkn mnx tlg ape sgt pn..
tlg wat kan tocang lipan je pn..
i da ckp ngn dye, 'xpe la.. D siap la dlu.. nnt bru wat..'
then, xpsl2 dye dtg nk wat although dye x siap ape pn ag..
i know that she was the one yg sllu siap lmbt..
xkesah la psl tu.. mls nk involve kn? personal org plak..
hmm.. then ble da wat tu, kalo IKHLAS xpe jgak..
ni nk wat tu bg la alsn ckp x siap itu la.. ini la..
skt hti x dgr? depends on u.. ok?
ok, next plak.. ble da smpy kt kilang tu..
dorg yg i call 'kawan' ni..
bley 'book' tmpt utk dorg je ey..
mcm i ni x wjud lgsg plak kt ctu.
xpe la.. i mls nk ckp pape tym tu..
i dok la kt blkg.. ngn org yg i bp nk knal sgt..
xpe la.. get to know each other...
ble la msok tmpt yg process tu...
dorg bley je ey jln dorg dorg je..
admit, terase gyler kot!
again, i still x ckp pape!!
how come i bley dpt kwn cmtu??
hhuuuuhhh... ! stupid la weyh!
astu ble da hbs tour dlm kilang tu..
dorg bley je eyh trus jln ke depan..
then ble i g dpan, dorg g blkg..
x ske ckp x ske la..
ape hal la yg ko ssah sgt nk ckp..
ble ko kutuk org, bley plak ko lpas je ckp..
masalah gyler korg ni?
huhh... blah!~
and yg plg PANAS HATI..
dak D ni, lpas hbs klas bel260, dye bley je eyh g kfc..
sblm ni, ble i ajk dye g psar pas hbs klas kul 4.30..
'alaa mel.. D pna la.. serez kple pneg sgt skrg..'
BANGSAT LA WEYH!!

nighty night

hhaaaaaapppppyyyyyyyyyyyyy sangat!!
td bru je lpas jmpe b...
huhuhu...
tp rse bslh la sbb tpu mama..
i ckp yg i nk g jmpe kwn..
pada hal i g jmpe b..
hmm... i'm so sorryyy mama...
huuu.... :(

to b, i just want u to know that whatever happen between us..
i will always love you..
and i wont let u go far away from me..
take care.. mmuuaaahhh !! ;P

ily,imy,iny,aly <3

always love,
lya

alhamdulillah..

hee... excited sgt!! :)
np? sbb da baik blik ngn b..
hmm.. tgh mlm gdo ngn dye..
still jgak psl bnde yg sme..
i yg stat dlu..
huhu... sorry...
tp i just nk tw je..
i bkn nye nk on pn dye nye fb..
kao dlu ye la sbb dye xde intenet...
skrg kalo dye on9 snirik ag bgos..
cz i ley chat ngn dye..
hehehee... :)
i love you mirul !
hee... pgi cbe cll dye..
knon nye nk pjok dye la kn..
but, hp dye hbs btry..
so that, at 11 o'clock la kot, i have to cll his mum..
huhuh... serez tkot gyler nk ckp ngn mak.. :p
tp skrg sume nye da ok da...
ktorg da jnji xnk gdo ag..
kalo gdo jgak, x tw la nk ckp pape..
hmm.. tp i berdoa gyler yg ktorg dpt handle prblm ktorg...

<3 ily, imy,iny,aly b :)

couple or not?

serezly... i plik sgt ngn mirul...
i xtw sme de btol2 nk kt i or what..
skjap cmtu, skjap cmni..
ntah la.. xfhm sgt...
yg i PALING trse..
ble i tye ddye psl fb dye tuh..
kalo xnk i on, gtw jela..
i pn bkn nye sllu on9 fb dye tu..
baik i stdy...
huhh.... nmpk mcm sye still sorok kn somthing dr i...
tp i xnk la pk yg bkn..
he's still the one that i love what eva it is kan...
arrrrrrgggghhh..... tension btol la...
xske jd canie..
baik i anggap dye bkn bf i je sng...

always love,
lya <3

just waiting..

mornig all.. :)
am i ok? ntah! ahaha..
actually, xde niat pn nk update pgi2 canie..
but class da cancel.. then scre kbtulan je la i online..
hohoho!
i bru lpas on fb td..
and... dye anta msg kt fb...
dye ckp nye xde niat pn nk wat i cam ni
(myb mksd dye, dye xnk de niat nk skt kn hti i la kot?)
ntah la.. xtw nk ckp ape ag..
i pnat sgt ble bnde canie jd..
ngan kwn yg xgne sorg kt uitm ni la..
ngn stdy la... hmm..
pape hal pn i ttap pntg kn dye lbey dr sume tu..
sbb bg i, kalo dye ok, i akn ade smgt utk stdy...
tp ble bnde jd canie..
i have to be strong.. kne la handle sume ni sorg2..
kt spe ag i kn brgntg kan?
xkn nk cte kt mama... nnt mama ckp 'bia kan je la..
awk focus kt stdy awk.'
nk focus mmg bley.. tp da kalo tiap2 hri tgk mke dye..
spe x skt hti kn? hmm.. ntah la..
mcm2 hal la.. xtw nk wat ape da..
sampy kn i sndri tekad delete dye dr friend list i kt fb..
np? sbb everytime i on, i akn tgk dye nye update..
kalo dye tw msti dye ag bnci kn i kan?
hehe.. tp i kne wat cmtu utk lpe kan dye..
hm... tp kalo da dye ckp yg i ni nyusah kan dye...
wat pe ag kan i nk amek tw psl dye..
wat sedey ag ade la..
ble i lri dr mslh ktorg, i akn sllu bg alsn....
sbb i xnk keruh kan keadaan..
tp xtw la dye tw ke x..
ag pn dye trllu baik utk i..
mgkin mmg i ni jnis yg trok kot..
yela.. dlu cp smpy 3 org skli gus..
trok x trok sgt la..
hmm... i'm so sorry wat i have done you all of you..
take care, be strong, Allah always with you

always love,
lya

p/s: listening to ana raffali-tolong ingatkan aku while typing this blog.. just for him..

<3

him ?

let me tell u..
ok.. it just happen..
i dont know wat time..
i cll him..
a few times...
but when he answer it, he is in the bank
withdraw his money...
how much? i cant tell you.. sorry..
hmm... xpe la kan...
then ble dye da msok kete..
i ask him why he did all this things to me..
the answer is, he has to...

and the latest is..
dye ckp yg i ni btol2 nyusah kan dye spnjg ktorg cpl..
and thats y lar dye tkar email ngn password dye...
serezly..i mmg sedey sgt..
but i have to be a strong girl..
i have too... without him...
i love him.. since the day i accept him on our first day...
but he doesn't know bout dat..
i'm sorry mirul...
the thing dat i know is..
i love you so fucking damn much!
and i'm afraid losing you in my life...
i really mean it..

always love,
lya..

idk...

actually, xtw nk mule dr mne..
hmm... bnde ni jd smlm..
dye ckp kt kwn dye yg i xfhm dye..
serezly i plik gyler np dye ckp cmtu..
sdg kn i yg lbih fhm dye kalo nk d bndig kn ape yg dye fhm i..
dye ckp i x fhm mnat dye utk maen bola..
ok, imagine la kan.. kalo btol i xfhm mnat dye utk maen bola,
knpe i bg jgak dye maen?
ok, mayb dye mksd kn yg i sllu ckp dye xde mse utk i..
cbe la pk blik.. ble bln pose lpas, dye training ptg or mlm..
ok, xkesah la kn? if dye training ptg, dye akn jge kdai wktu mlm..
tp xkn dye xle nk msg lgsg kn? ble i cll plak, sllu cm xnk ckp je pn..
spe x sdih kan? nme je ade bf, tp mcm xde..
kwn i sndri prasan yg i da jrg ngn fon.. xkesah la.. myb dye bz...
then ble dye blik kje, sllu nye dye akn cll..at least skjap pn jd la..
tp mslh nye, lgsg xde cll.. msg plak juz anta, 'syg, b da blik.luv u'
x boley ke kalo dye tye i tgh wat pe?
ape yg ssah sgt? i ke yg fhm dye??
then, ble soh dye kjut kn pgi2, dye jnji je lbey..
tp lgsg xcll.. slmt la i da wat alarm utk bgn tdo..
but still, i xckp pape pn.. i juz mjok je ngn dye..
n dye wat cm dye x bslh, n acting like it doesn't happen...
skit hti x? msti la skit kn?
kalo dlu bley plak dye ckp yg dye bslh.. xpe la.. although skt hti dgr, tp dye ngaku..
but now, lgsg xde.. am i sill the one yg xfhm dye????
ble tye dye ade prblm ke x, dye ckp xde..
but i dpt tw yg actually dye mmg ade mslh...
spe i dlm hdup dye? kalo btol i pntg, np dye wt cm i wjud??
then dye i anta msg tye psl ni, dye xde plak jwb..
da r smlm dye ckp xde kdt nk cll.. ok.. xpe la.. xnk ckp pape..
myb sbb dye xde duet nk topup.. then i tdo la..
then ble i trjge smlm, i ade la try cll dye and guess what?
the word 'waiting call' juz blow up on my screen..
does he know wat i feel that tym?
when i call it again and again, it can't be reach anymore..
then ble i da smbg tdo blik, bru la dye trhegeh2 nk cll i blik..
ok mayb his number is not on my screen, but it from maxis...
ade la no dye kn.. xpe la.. although dye try cll but xdpt..
but for what dye nk cll?? sdg kn dye ckp ngn i dye xde kdt???
utk ape dye tpu i? dye pnah jnji ngn i yg dye xkn tpu i ag...
mne jnji dye?? am i still the one yg bslh dlm hal ni??
u judge me.. i juz cant say anything..
1 hing i can say is,
i miss him.. a lot...
and only Allah know how i feel ryte now...
b, i'm sorry what i have done to you..
i juz want u to be beside me when i need u..
thnx for everything..
thats all...

the truth

nk tw cte?
i da xde pape da ngn dye..
kteorg da clash..
actually, on anniversary ktorg da break..
then cpl blik after 3days..
as usual.. msti cpl blik..
but this time, ktorg btol2 da xde pape..
dye ckp i da brubah..
i xfhm dye just besause dye maen bola..
but kalo i btol2 xfhm mnat dye utk maen bola, np i bg jgak kan?
hmm. ntah la.. xtw nk ckp ape..
myb, i je yg akn update blog ni..
idts that dye akn on ag utk update psl ktorg..
mmg btol ktorg jrg on da..
sbb msg2 bz..
dye ngn bola..
i plak stdy..
xpe la.
kalo ade mse i akn update ag blog ni..
any news bout us, i yg akn update...
next story i akn cte japg..
pnjg cket la cte.
coz so many things happen btween us..

13 days left...

want to know why?
erm... let me tell you why...
first of all..
it is almost our anniversary day..
with who? hadey..
with my beloved boyfriend la for sure kan?
his name? haih...
is it important to know his name?
i don't think so kot? ('',)?
can't wait to celebrate with him..
why? its my 1st time celebrating anniversary.. :)
before this, i'm with my ex-bf not more than 1 year..
thats why larh..

b, imy & ily so much <3

anything?

grr... penat btol la..
asek asek ade klas hri sbtu..
xle nk blik umah...
hmm...
kalo blik umah pn xle jgak..
gdo ngn mama sbb pklang la...
bangsat btol dye.. huhh....
ske ske hti je ckp aku tdo htel ngn b..
mmg la b dtg mlke, tp bkn tdo htel pn!!
dye tdo umah kwn mak dye kt klebang!!!
bodoh btol!! grr...
stupidotoh ngn jntan!!
smpy mti aku ingt pe yg ko wat kt aku..
chow..

i hate it..

salam to all..
actually, today xde mud gyler nk tlis blog..
sbb gado ngn syg..
sumpah syg, b xde niat pon nk skt kan hti or ape...
b pn xnk bnde caner jd kt kte..
tp b nk syg tw yg b syg kan awk sgt2..
smpy bl2 pn syg b kt awk xkan hlg..
ingt tu syg..

love, b

miss you..

salam to readers..
sorry for the late updates from us.
i'm little bit busy with my football training.
while my lovely girlfriend at melaka.
actually, i just want to say that.
I MISS YOU SO MUCH, SAYANG.
although i just meet her last night.
i still miss her. i can't deny it.
she's my strength and my soul.

Love, bea0

in kl..

huh... skrg ni aku da smpy kl da...
grak kul 4 ptg td.. abh yg drive...
hurm... sblm tu kuar dlu jap ngn b.. g mkn astu g the store...
kt perlis tuh la.. one and only shopping complex...
hum.. td mmg b xmo bg aku blik..
huhuhu.... tgk dye td pon cm nk nanges je :)
tp dye kne gk bg aku blik sbb aku nk msok stdy da..
3 july ni da kne daftar.. da r ptg td dye ade frenly ngn ATM..
Angkatan Tentera Malaysia.. bkn mesin atm tuh.. :)
tp klah.. 2-1.. huhuhu... cian je...
hum.. tp dye da jnji ngn aku yg nnt dye akn trun mkle gk...
knpe? sje.. xle? :p
hurm.. sumpah aku ckp.. yg aku btol2 syg kan dye... although aku sllu mrah dye.. w/pon bkn slh dye..
dye ttap diam.. and always be my annoying bf.. haahhaa... :D
syg nk b taw yg sye syg kan awk!

ilysfdm, b

miss u..

umang-umang :)

yeay! 1st post here :p
erm actually nk gtaw la cte psl hri ni kan...
erm.. aku kne keje la kan kt ptrnas nih..
sptot nye msok kje kul 7 pagi..
tp aku bgn kul 7.30 pgi..
dan! msok keje kul 8 pgi...
hihihi... xtkot kne mrah?
mesti la tak.. sbb abh punye :D
hikhikhik... hmm. tp b ade training bola...
tp bkn training sgt pon..
kne g jogging dr stadium g batu pahat je..
bkn batu pahat johor oke?
perlis punye batu pahat :)
then pas dye hbs jogging sume...
dye dtg la tmpt kje aku nih...
wat ape? tggu aku hbs kje la..
sbb dye kne blanjek aku mkan...
tp ktorg bkn trus g mkn pon..
dye ajak g bli pancing a.k.a joran...
Oke? :)
beli punye beli, ade la smpy RM86.80..
cket je... astu aku ni jht cket..
aku ajk dye g bli roti kt garden dpn maxis centre :p
hikhikhik...
pas da bli sume, bru r ktorg g mkn kt koles perlis..
aku mkn bhun sup.. dye plak mkn laksas..
air? air kenduri je.. sirap :)
pas da mkn sume.. ktorg g kutip umang-umang..
spnjang hdup aku, aku kutip je sipot je taw..
tp bru hri ni aku taw yg nme dye umang-umang..
wuhuu... penat la jgak..
cian kt b.. sbb aku asek soh dye kutip byk2 ag smpy byk2..
tp bkn ade gne pape pon..
hukhukhuk... nk wat hiasan je..
kalo dye taw japg, hbs la aku.. :p
then konon nye ktorg nk g mancing kul 10 satg..
tp abg x bg.. sbb tkot abh cri aku plak..
adeys~ da retak program aku..
hmmm.... nmpk gye nye, cm b sorg je la yg g mancing japg..
hukhukhuk... tp td b anta msg dye ckp ade meeting ngn shahidan...
yg bdo nye la kan.. meeting kul 11.30pm..
xptot kan? japg msti dye membebel lame2...
huhh... tension tension...
ni pon xtaw r b jd pegi mancing ke x...
ade rse cm bazir x kalo ktorg x g mancing nnt?
da r aku nk blik 30 jun nih.. adeys...